Channeling my inner grandma that raised me today, she would have worn an outfit like this in her 40s! Today I go to tend her grave, she died today in 1982, and I make her grave in fall colors! Ready for the Day of the Dead...If the rain stops long enough! And I am hoping she is looking down or up and laughing her ass off! And feeling the pure joy I have today! Some one told me I looked zetti today! Giggle I guess I do!
I made some scones for breakfast, enjoyed some me time without stressing out! Such delight, such pure joy! No pain, day off AND the universe granted me RAIN! I ran off to the store to get the flowers, JoAnnes had them at 50% off! Score! Less than $20 this time and they are still pretty! Then I went off to the yarn store! To try to find some yarn that may match my Sparkly Autumn shawl I am working on...
Then I drove to San Jose and visited the grave. As I was getting my fleurs ready, a man stopped his truck and asked me if I ever heard of people STEALING other peoples flowers!? Apparently some on had taken his mothers flowers! I told him the last time that I was here I was VERY upset at the grave condition AND that my flowers were gone! I told him I was sorry that happened to him and we went on our seperate ways...
Then I walked up and NO FLOWERS ON HER GRAVE! All the fairys and dragonflys gone AGAIN! And the grave still looks bad! I told the WGB I think she is in the getto area! It is starting to make me mad! really! But I am trying NOT to be mad...and let it go...maybe those people just couldn't afford it anymore...I am just lucky I saw those flowers were on sale!
I stood at the grave and of course the guys mowing the lawns had to be in her section! NOT that SHE has any grass! I swear my timing and the experience is NOT how I want it to be! I put my iPod on Lila Downs and listened to her crying singing and thought of my grandmother...I told her what I have been up to and told her if those TWO MEN weren't there looking at me I would have showed her the steps I know for belly dancing! LOL I should have done it anyway, what do I care and they would have had a great story to tell about the grave yard! Next time I will! I was glad to have my rain boots on it was muddy! Even though it wasn't a great experience...I took the day to just remember her and having her in my home around me lets me remember her the way I want to anyway!