This morning I am just grateful for my best friend that happens to be my boyfriend. I woke up crying and upset...and he pointed out it is not just because I am upset for my children...but that I was probably grieving too...
He is trying to put himself in my place with his ex-wife and what it would feel like with his two kids...
I am just so heartbroken for my kids and what they have to go through this next coming week...I think it just finally hit me today and I can't seem to turn off the tears.
I am so lucky to have WGB, he knows what my kids are going through, losing his mom and the conflicted feelings that brings up. He doesn't do well talking or dealing with death and he has been VERY supportive and loving...I know this is bringing up a lot of issues for him as we feel our way through this.... He told me that he can see it is bringing up a lot of emotions in me...having to relive some things I may not have wanted to visit ever again...along with the good. Another reason why I love him...he get's me.
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