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You know some times when you have so much turbulance, change, and lots of moments of being uncomfortable, it just may be time to make a huge life change...
I am in that spot right now...wondering what benefits me as a human being and what does not.
It may be time to let go...
Letting go is hard isn't it!
What a fascinating story...I love the thought of Paris, and this is just so intriguing! I would love to have some of those items they found in the apartment. Check out the link.
What kept her away even after the war? Was she running away from someone or something other than the Nazis? For all those decades, her rent on the elegant apartment in a flourishing city had been faithfully paid, but it was left it to freeze in time. It all sounds like the perfect mystery.
Learning how to be still, to really be still and let life happen - that stillness becomes a radiance.
Morgan Freeman
Well, I have been having a VERY hard time. I had over a year of pain free (mostly) from the medication I was on, but the doctor wants me off because of long term side effects. So I am four days into no anti-inflamatory meds, and its a little ugly.
Of course this is on top of the 10,000 step day on the 5th that whacked my back out. It is just tough living with an injury...and then doing something stupid like walking in the wrong shoes 5 miles...I am SO paying for it now.
I saw another back doctor on the 13th, still the only options are medications like Lyrica, and Celebrex, that have ubber side effects too, or shots in the back...no thank you... he did give me some pain patches that act like novacaine and guess what my co-pay was? $40! I had to sit down after being handed the bill!
I am really frustrated with this, but I am not giving up, even in pain today I did 3,668 steps and I did some resistance bands tonight. I am trying to deal with eating right as well. I just have to move more on the weekends...I hurt so bad over the weekend I really did not get up and move much...I was hunkered down trying to recouperate!
So you know its bad when I don't even use my time off to do art...
Big huge thank you to Angie making my day a little brighter with the coolest autumn hat!!! Love you girl! It came on the day I was flat out from my back feeling all sorry for myself! It reminded me that life is so magical, and when you feel down on yourself there are others out there that are loving you. She wrote a sweet little note telling me that I have inspired her and touched her life more than I will ever know. It made me cry. Sometimes I don't think I do enough to inspire people or mean something to them. Feelings are not reality...just a reminder!
I am NOT looking forward to tomorrow! Work! OhMy!
I think I was spoiled for the entire week and didn't think once about work! Ah but life is good. I can't complain...its just going to be REALLY early! LOL
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