Gah...I was sad after work and my first thought was to call Grandma...damn...I can't do that anymore. :(
It was just the first time I really wanted to talk to her and realized she wasn't here to make me laugh... I hate that FIRST feeling! :(
First Mothers Day without her since she died early in the morning. First birthday coming up first everything is just really hard. Getting used to the neverness of death again...
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