It just seems like there is SO much lose lately, too many people dying. I am starting to feel that anxiety again, and I am just so sad. I don't know why I can't pull myself up from that! It is feeling so intense right now...
With the sorrow, I know it teaches us beauty, but I just don't want to learn any thing else right now. I want to have a repreive of death...
One of my retired friends, just lost his wife on Saturday. And I am just so sad for him. When he retired she was sick, but they thought she could beat it...she took a drastic turn a couple of months ago, but espeically earlier in July. I am just so sad she didn't get to see grand kids, and enjoy retirement with him. But I know she is watching over him now...
I just have to find something life affirming to do...
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