The last few months I really haven't been keeping up my blogging...and I have been loosing a lot of my thoughts and not documenting my projects...so I am back...new year resolution...I am in such a funk during this time of year it will be good to get back to the roots of writing things out. I haven't been doing much journaling either...so I am really pent up.
So the last holiday is past that has no expectation...now the big beast...I dread Christmas...I haven't even wanted to decorate in the last few years! Last Wednesday before I left work one of my guys said, "are you going to decorate when you come in next week for Christmas?" I wasn't planning on it...but with his sad little face looking at me..."But "I" like your decorations"...I melted...
So today...I decorated my cubbie for Christmas! And I forgot to take photos! LOL So tomorrow...photos...Maybe I will be in a more merry mood with the happy little decorations around me? What do you think? No...they most likely won't help...but I will make the effort to look at it differently...I will try to embrace this time of year and choose happy...but I am still dreading it...I will look to the ocean and heal my soul.
SO I hope I will have valued things to say rather than just whining! LOL And try to figure out just what it is I can't stand about this time of year and why I allow it to bug me so much.
Over the 4 days off I completed making 4 ornaments and chose a watercolor and put it in a frame for the Company Auction for United Way...I HATE the way the ornaments turned out...but they are what they are! I forgot photos of them too! LOL I am pathetic lately! LOL
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