When you live for others' opinions, you are dead. I don't want to live thinking about how I'll be remembered. -- Carlos Slim Helu
But I don't want to be remembered as a clutter-bug or a hoarder! So I am quiting that behavior right now...its a choice I am making...like always choosing to be happy! Its hard but the thing to do!
Confessions are good for the soul
I am sharing in order to say to you, if you have this issue, you are not alone! Don't live in the shame...if you have to, hire some one! The gal I hired is 18 going off to collage this August and needed some jobs for the summer...she is doing me, and possibly a couple of other artists I know...
This kid has organized a couple of our projects at work the last few years and I KNEW she would do an awesome job! I am SO excited to change my circumstances! To know that I am worth the money I am paying her, to live my life a better way...To give myself the gift of productivity in my studio instead of being a person owned by her things, I will own them, use them or get rid of them!
For too long I struggled and berated myself for NOT being able to do it, and now I just accept the fact that I can't...and I need help with getting it together and organizing my studio and my life! I refuse to feel any more shame about any more! I will not waste one more minute on it...these photos are before!
Keeping the stress in check! And continuing with eating healthy. Wheat Pasta, White Sauce, and Turkey Meat Balls...I was going to have a salad but I was full...Bench Monday - In the Garden - Swollen legs in the garden...and it was only 88-89 today. I even finished my Week #42 collage! And I don't like every thing about it...it is ok!
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