Today was a struggle from the beginning. My body completely rebel's from stress...Don't want to do a TMI but lets just say its bad! AND asthma on top of it. Sigh
Boy, WGB was SO upset this morning, seems he threw out some important things, including his and the kids passports, the camera cord to the new camera I gave him, and some other things that are near and dear...he had a melt down, and unfortunately with my stress of Lucy my body just couldn't take it, it all just made me sick. So here I am sitting down thinking wow..."Our thoughts ARE things" and mine have made me sick today along with WGB's.
He felt so bad when he called me after he got my message I wouldn't be in to work...because he knew it upset my tummy. Poor guy...it is not his fault he had a melt down, and with my stress just took me over the top. When I don't address things, and don't de-stress in a healthy way, I have a melt down...and it effects my entire life.
Thinking of Lucy
I am praying and lit the candles we both bought on our Pasadena trip, that Lucy can free herself soon. I placed these candles next to the mermaids so she can be free to go anywhere she wants to, when ever she wants to. Trying to send her permission to move on and experience the next level...to welcome her back in any form if she wants to stop by and see what I am up to.
I tried to calm myself, by focusing on art, and doing the practice drawings. Including the Guadalupe attempt...just to flow out some inspiration I was feeling...and embracing my sadness.
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