"A man is a method, a progressive arrangement; a selecting principle, gathering his like unto him wherever he goes. What you are comes to you." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
"The destiny of man is in his own soul." -Herodotus
I SO wanted to stay home today, but I got off my butt and went into work.
I walked 2,104 steps, not bad for being depressed. I was SO depressed I CLEANED and got rid of clutter that has been sitting at work for two years...I have decided I am going to clean a small spot in the garage AND then take ALL my storage bins in my studio and put them in the garage next to the door so I still have access...but that will be done this week! Then I will rearrange my furniture.
I have decided in order to heal from Lucy I HAVE to HAVE a place that is clean so I won't be embarrassed and start to have people over to play art or just visit. I am REALLY REALLY lonely right now, and I have to change that! I can't wait for people to help me I am just going to have to do it! And doing life affirming things right now is helping me get through all this sadness.
I also seem to be putting together all of my mermaids, they remind me of the connection with Lucy. So my heart feels a bit happier when I look at them.
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