I think I am REALLY missing the time change...to the bone I am tired. Like I could sleep for a month. But when I walked out today, the perfect rose bud turned into the most perfect and beautiful rose! It made me stop and take my camera out to snap a memory! This beauty will be a joy for me to remember when I am at work.
I am experiencing body issues again...I feel since I haven't been doing as good at my walking that the weight is sneaking back on...I have to be more real with myself, in acceptance and a new way to talk to myself! I am my worst enemy. I don't even talk about people I don't like, how I talk to myself! The old tapes running from long time demons and ghosts. I cannot allow it to bring me down. I will CHOOSE to be happy in my body. Today 3,408 steps...
Today Sherry and I went to lunch with Pamela and Dag. I haven't seen Pamela in months, and we found out she was in the hospital! GAH And is now on oxygen. I expected the worse. But she looked GREAT! really! fantastic! She was in good spirits and I always enjoy my time with them! It wasn't enough since we had to get back to work...sigh I was so grateful to see her and that she looked great! It made my heart sing!
And the sad thing... I finished the LAST season of Buffy...now I have to find some thing else to watch...sigh...what a fun and great season, I loved this story, the special effects, the acting! All so fun!
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