After this class...I am raw. You have to go to the depth of core incident based pain, that in turn can trigger your ancient pain, and bring up your own demons last night I couldn't sleep until after 1:00 am my brain would not turn off...it was a safe place for us to experience this pain and learn to help our co-workers heal from the trauma as well as ourselves. I am right where I am supposed to be...and as terrified as I am for taking the steps in the direction of picking up a path to a new career...I know today...in my heart...that I am called to do this.
I have to learn to OFF LOAD it as quickly as I can and become more teflon than I am currently. It is HARD HARD work...and Janet makes it look so damn easy! She scared me by wanting me on the Regional Team.
But work my whole entire life has led me to...gulp...ensuing FEAR...but recognition to take the step off the deep end and start the swim.
This morning I had the worst Power Surge! Man, unbelievable!
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