Well what a hell of a week at work...AND I felt like today was a waste! I guess something happened to the retirement invitation I made...when I printed today the date was NOT on it...yet yesterday it was there!
Oh well...I found out by putting it out to the department so 200 copies WRONG...the good news it was NOT send to the outside agencies or family yet! So I had to REprint 300 before I left...so tomorrow MORE folding! GAH
Then I went to take off the pics of me today...I am doing that Self-portrait for 365 days and help me to see any weight loss and FORCE me to look at my entire body rather than just my face! Grin
And here is the thing. I think we all have to embrace what and where we are. How will I ever get this weight off if I don't tell my body I love it just the way it is...our minds are connected to our reality! AND being brutal to myself where I wouldn't be that way with a stranger is not alright! So Although I am not happy about where I am I am sure going to try to embrace it and deal with it in a kind manner.
I found several old photos on my camera from LAST July that were on the Camera memory and not the memory stick I bought...I was SHOCKED to see my Alien girl back in July... I didn't think I would ever see a new photo of her...but today I did.
Although it made me sad...I was happy to see this... and remind me how much I loved her. How much I do miss her and how some times in the silence I can still hear her pur!
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