This is what happens every time I am friggin stressed out I get adult zits! GAH! They are all down the side of my neck as well! I hate stress!
I had such a horrible"body issues" day...I should NEVER have gotten on a scale to weigh myself what was I thinking? After I worked out last night I was "curious" so I stepped on the medical scale at the gym ...it totally depressed me! SERIOUSLY depressed me! I thought I was doing way better than I am! I am HORRIFIED and I am really discouraged!
Although I didn't feel great about myself today, after work my foster mom told me she wasn't working out the rest of the week, but the worlds best boyfriend went to my fav park with me and walked the entire length at a good pace with me...I drank water...and collapsed when I got home! I wasn't expecting him to go...I was just going to grab my iPod and go...but it was nice having his company!
He always encourages me because he loves me the way I am and finds me sexy even though I feel like the fattest person in the world. I am a short chunky woman trapped in a mind that continues to think I am still a thin woman! So disappointing when reality comes back to bite me in my big butt!
Don't let the numbers get you down. You are making progress! You fit into clothes better, you are getting up and moving and your breathing will only improve with exercise and the asthma treatment. Turn off the negative voices and keep moving forward! Beth
Posted by: Beth | Wednesday, April 11, 2007 at 11:20 AM
Good for you for walking, and an extra perk for Michael joining you.
Adult zits! Gah, didn't we got through enough acne in the teen yrs? I've had some hot flashes and night sweats, and it's broken my chest out! Who gets zits on their boobies? Apparently ME!
I still have scars under my chin and the side of my neck from adult acne, had it worse about 10-12yrs ago but it wasn't on my face.
Posted by: Dee | Thursday, April 12, 2007 at 08:23 PM