The Gypsy on Adventure

Anxiety Sucks the life out of you!

Well tomorrow is the day! By 6:30 AM...I can't believe it is THAT early! I will be at the surgery center for the prep of the epidural in my back. This time they are setting me up with an IV (YIKES the part that scares the hell out of me considering they can NEVER find a vein!) and then when they do the procedure they will have dye in my spine to see where to place the shots! Yikes

I am fucking scared! But I have to do it! It is like the switch was turned off and the pain is fully back. Sigh

Good thing for Prince Valium! I am taking one tonight...(in about 5 minutes) and one in the AM to get me there without throwing up I hope! So wish me good thoughts and magical thinking to get me through!!!! Rolling eyes! IV!

Dress with poppy

dress with poppy
Originally uploaded by cheves.

Ah! My new dress came this week! I bought it from Cheves! : )  I loved it from the first moment I saw her working on it! Way too cute!!! I will have to take pics of when I wear it!

Oooh! Love this!

Starring Jose Fernando and Clara...The San Jose Falcons! Looks like they are located at City Hall...and it is so cool they have their own webcam! Go here to check them out! It is my new have to check in often to look place!

Happy Executive Assistant Day

Yesterday when I went home early I missed four of my bosses giving me roses! Sigh they are beautiful!

Rough day...

Ah this asthma is a trip...Some one at work wore perfume...AND the fleurs  sent me for my inhaler...learning how your body reacts and what the meds do are tough. I guess I over medicated and my heart started to race.

Most uncomfortable indeed! Shakes AND the heart rushs...fun day. I took it right before lunch, and then met my girl friend at a local Japanese place and did not enjoy my meal in fact didn't even eat much...enjoyed the company but tripped about my breathing the whole time!

Then I decided it was time to go home and try to be still...I am finally calm!

Notes from the Universe

I do believe it should comfort you to know, Gypsy, that whenever you face a fork in the road of life, no matter which path you choose, I'll be there in all my glory.

(Probably moon walking, with a long, feather boa trailing in the breeze...)

You can't go wrong -
     The Universe
Worry not, Gypsy. If your friends can't see me now, in all this spandex, they won't see me then.

Pure Joy

Some times the things that get me through are really great memories! Joy of being around easy friends that make your life so much richer! Those that love you for who you are and not what you could be...those that love you warts and all.

And the fact that they bring you to new places and share with you things you would never know without them. And the laughter...their laughter is still ringing in my ears today as I reflect on how rough the day at work was...I don't care...I have great friends and the job gives me the cash I need to do fun stuff with them! LOL

Quotes

“The golden opportunity you are seeking is in yourself. It is not in your environment, it is not in luck or chance, or the help of others; it is in yourself alone.”
~Orison Swett Marden

“Seek the wisdom of the ages, but look at the world through the eyes of a child.”
~Ron Wild

A little hiding place

On Saturday I bought this awesome box for my purse to hide in when I am at work! I just LOVE the way it looks under my desk and the fact it is beautiful! It helps me when I look at it to be at work...isn't it funny what you can be grateful for?

Isn't it wonderful in my cubie! LOL

Surprise

Today there was a surprise that came at work. The firefighters sent me fleurs AND I don't even work for them! They wanted to thank me for all my support! I can't tell ya, I totally needed an uplift!

I had a really bad day with tons of crap that I had to do and it was crazy! The fleurs helped to make me happy today!