You know some times I truly have to wonder...WHY do I attract certain people in my life and WHY do things have to be so fucking hard? This was so supposed to be LIGHT...FUN...NO DRAMA! I am seriously thinking of taking a break from everything!
I am finding myself getting angry over some thing that should have been a no brainer!
I am feeling put out.
I am feeling like ALL I want is Joy and Happiness...NOT the strife I am starting to feel. Or I would have stayed married to an asshole! When things are too fucking high maintenance it is just not worth it! Getting to know people is hard...trusting people is hard for me...letting go is hard some times too. I just want to be an ostrich and not even acknowledge the shit being stirred up.
Listen folks! People HAVE lives! Work full time! Have OTHER interests! Have best friends! Have OTHER friends! Have dreams and goals...get over yourself! AND I have over 100 flipping emails a day if I don't respond because I am living my life, it is not the end of the fucking world! The World does NOT revolve around you! Grow up! AND keep your drama to yourself! I have art due...deadlines...YES illness which I NEVER asked anyone to fucking "accommodate" a thing for me...a great relationship with my boyfriend that takes nurturing, family and their issues...AND I still get things done so cut me some fucking slack!
And if I don't rip your face off, and I am kind, don't take me for being weak! I am anything but weak! SO tread careful or you will find another side of me you just may not like very much!
There I feel better after ranting!
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