My Muse/The Magician Card

My muse’s – connecting my fantasy world to my reality. Examining my needs through my many muse’s. My passions and desires. Dealing with my past and infusing it within my present life to form a whole unique person in my future life.

Embracing all of my failures, faults, and mistakes ~ in order to see the beauty within myself. Releasing the poet and artist to be who I should be.

My will is a questioning spirit ~ some may perceive it as rebellion, so I used a photo of myself at the age of 15 where I was already in full rebellion, already going to Rocky Horror at least twice a month for the last two years, dressed up and not shy ~ into the drama and playfulness of fantasy dress up.

My younger innocence is represented by my mouse sneaking around the magic top hat. Including the tarot cards I don’t understand coming out of the hat with pens and colored pencils and a pair of scissors to create the cards. My ever-faithful frog is on the cards guiding me to just jump into it!

In my innocence my first love screamed into my life as Ziggy Stardust ~ David Bowie. The pose he is in with his hand up and 1 hand down moving the energy up and down ~ the way that he moved my life!

Through those rebellious years I cut out my own path ~ not one someone else went down. My choices were never popular. And it became the foundation of my life. I was strong enough to be myself, and I still am.

Those failures and mistakes were sweet ~ they were all mine and I owned them. This is where my compassion comes from ~ where my knowledge base comes from ~ the forgiveness of my younger self ~ that helps to forgive my older self.

Stevie Nicks wearing the top hat holding a white feather sitting on a deer ~ going before me on my journey ~ looking out for me:

Quote:
(People running 'round loose in the world
Ain't got nothin' better to do)
Than make a meal of some bright eyed kid
You need someone looking after you

Mediation ~ Remembering who I am and where I came from keeps me strong and connected to myself in order to do my passion. Embracing my younger self and the decisions I made in order to enrich my older self ~ taking responsibility and loving myself on to the next level.

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