I freaked my son out tonight because I had a feeling my daughter was pregnant about 3 weeks ago...he told me tonight that she is 5 weeks! LOL He was freaking out because there would be no way that I "could" know that in a conventional scense of things. I have no contact with my side of the family (my mother, step monster, half sister, daughter and they don't talk to my fathers side of the family), and I don't talk to his father...so he was a little creeped out about it.
He now thinks I am a witch. Shhh! We won't tell him!
My daughter and I have been estranged for years...and it is strange and unusual...because that is the way it is! LMAO Life is messy...and wonderful...and sad...and real...and ironic! LOL And just because I am not around my daughter does not mean there is no connection...as uncomfortable as that is at times, she was born my daughter...and living with her was the LONGEST years of my life! giggle
But I must say...I learn more and more every year to trust myself, my own inner wisdom and what the universe is telling me! You can't make this shit up! Hum...so that is weird...nothing like connections of thoughts...like how I was thinking about my grandmother being my age when I was born...Hum...full circle! Life is nothing if it isn't interesting! Paralle to my grandmother, she did not know me as a child...now who is getting Know-Bumps! Ok...gonna stop thinking about all the connections now! LOL And go enjoy the end of my birthday! LOL Freaky life!
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