Today I was reflecting on my girl friends. All of whom are so creative! And love to laugh at me and give me silly nick names. Like one of my friends Pallie who loves to call me "Greedy Pig" because I love everything and always say "I want that!" So of course she thinks I am greedy! I think that is funny!
I do have an appreciation of things, I can't deny that, I love to have my many things around me, and I am most happy while sitting in my beautiful rooms filled like the old Victorians with beautiful things to look at. I am most happy there. I am most reflective there. I am most creative there. As I sit here surrounded by my many special things, displayed in the best way that I know how to display them, and I am happy sitting on my portable, nuzzled in on a wonderful day, with my garden beside me and the birds singing and my cats watching them intently. I am content to just be here.
It is comforting to see and hear my partner watering his plants outside my window, see his golden hair bounce the color of the sun back to me. Know that we are both happy and experiencing the joy and adventure of life together. This is a good feeling. A true feeling. A loving feeling. We are home with each other...and happy. That is such an amazing feeling to me, still so new, still so precious! When you have had the oppositie long standing in your life, you can so appreciate when you finally get all the good things...you cherish them as corney as that sounds...it makes you smile and covers you in warmth!
I am grateful.
I am glad.
I am so appreciative that I have love in my life now! Yes, I am a Greedy Pig Pallie woman! I am greedy for the love of my life to stay here with me and continue to enjoy this adventure of life. I am greedy to have the continued feelings that I have been experiencing these last few years...I am glad for the changes that I made in 2000! I am so grateful I found the courage to change my life! Because now I am greedy in more ways then just "things" I am greedy for the respect and love from a person who unconditionally loves and adores me. This is grand!
Comments