Our youngest got on a plane to go back to S. Korea. For another YEAR. I am in a funk.
I know she was leaving. I didn't get to see my son for the holiday break because I was sick and didn't want to give it to his girlfriend it is important she stay healthy since she is pregnant. But I missed them! I just miss the kids, and I want to retire. But its too early to retire so I have to stop thinking about retiring.
I am grateful for my kids, and I am grateful for my job, but I am just in a funk. Sigh. Winter.