my brothers and sisters in the Fire Department that stepped up to help me and my family...words cannot express the depth of my gratitude in order to help me bring my daughter back to California, so she can have closure with her dad...
Knowing my children have to go through this to begin with is hard, but not having the immediate capability of getting one back home to view their dad was almost unbearable for me. From the bottom of my heart, my love and respect go to you...
To my family at the PD thank you so much for those that have been checking on me and loving me through this incredibly hard time. At least right now, knowing my daughter is going to be able to meet up with her brother is comforting.
To my friends always by my side...I appreciate you.
I am SO excited! The boy is moving IN with the girl! AND I see some grand babies in my future! Just sayin! I am loving this! ♥ EEEEEP! I love that he is brave enough to move forward in love finally! I REALLY like this girl! I see my grand babies in her eyes! And of course I probably just scared the crap out of her if she reads this! LOL
I had decided to buy a cheap new TV today, I found one for $199 it was 29" and LCD. My boyfriend and I rode over to Best Buy, and we looked at many TV's...I was talked into a 32" LED model...for $299...and then he surprised me by buying it for me!!!! SQUEEEEEEEL So then I was able to buy the Apple TV that I have been wanting! WHOOT Feeling spoiled! Wow! It is HD as well AND I can see the dark screens when they get darker!!! AND I can watch my Netfix and so enjoying that!!! On a big screen! Whooo hoooie!
Had to clean that area...and dust and vacuum...but hey I have a cool TV...And SuperNatural is playing! :) With Hell Hounds! LOVE this!!!
Then my son texts me...he is getting me the new iPhone 5!!!!! For my birthday! Whooo hooo! So he is ordering it tomorrow! I might even get it this week! I am so excited!!!! MORE memory! All my apps and photos will fit!!!! WOOT!
I am such a lucky geek girl!
Things don't matter people do...but I am enjoying these items!
So until WGB told his dad and step mom, and that I got his ok, I haven't said anything publicly. But I could use some good thoughts, white light, prayers, and some support. Which is why I posted this good light photo of WGB.
Last Friday when my girlfriends and I were on our way home, WGB had a minor or mini stroke. What that means is he has half of his tongue that is numb and food tastes metallic, a spot on his thigh is numb, he keeps hitting the left side of his arm especially the elbow around corners, but to look at him he looks as normal as WGB can be! Giggle
On Monday he finally went in to see his doctor, who sent him to O'Connor Hospital ER. They did a Catscan, not sure why really since it won't show anything stroke wise…he didn't want me going down to the hospital…I let that go until he told me they put him on an IV I got in my car and went anyway! Just in time since they were releasing him! GRR But I felt better going anyway!
The tech and doctor said it wouldn't have made a difference if he went on Friday or on Monday…it was minor. We followed up with his doctor on Tues…and we have been waiting for Health Net to approve the MRI/MRA … well we have an appt finally on Tuesday Afternoon for the Neuro Doctor…and I guess we have to consult with him BEFORE we can get the MRI/MRA.
The annoying thing is the doctor did not place any restrictions on him…just put him on high blood pressure meds and an aspirin a day. And he is NOT letting me forget that! Anyone that knows WGB knows just how stubborn he is, and he found out Tues what it is like to battle the Carmelita when she puts her mind to it! Suffice it to say it was a draw and he did what I asked him to do. We never fight because we know it would be to the death…so we compromise a lot with each other… that is hard part of being one half of a very stubborn pair! And since I am not a shrinking violet this can be challenging for me to find the balance of him being safe and happy with his own decisions.
Let's put it this way, I scared him twice. Once when I told him I was going to get our friend Stephen Mello to marry us while he was in the ER, and the second time was when he said we could move to Montana and his stress would go down, and I said ok, lets pack! Then he knew just how worried and scared I was! Because I wouldn't do either without being under distress!
AND I laughed so hard when I talked to him while he was in the hospital, he said, "Hey, I got some one to take photos of me for you!" He SO knows how I document everything in photos! I laughed! He even took this cool one of his IV...So I couldn't be too mad at him!
So shall I share how my day started off? I go to get into my car and some one, most likely my EX for a reason husband who lives in my area, poured OIL all over my car! Yup! One big fat mess...so I spent the first hour of work driving through the car wash and the WGB driving me to work!
Some times the worst thing you can do to a person is to live well and happy! This weekend was the 12th anniversary of when I left him! you would think, if you were a rational person, that he would be a little more happy AND grateful...considering her bought his mobile home, harley and god knows what else with MY retirement money! But no...since his life is going south I guess its all my fault again!!
I am just going to act like it is a fly buzzing around my head pestering me and not give it more power...I was JUST annoyed...and documented it just in case it escalates.
I have learned MANY lessons in my life and one is not stressing out over people that want you to. I don't give my power away anymore. And my spiritual practices seem to be helping me to remain calm. Seriously gratitude is HUGE in my life and I just don't want to give up my healthy energy to bad behavior. When I left him 12 years ago the first thing I learned, Things are JUST things! THE most important things in my life, are people that I love. Not objects. It is just reminding me of that again!
If you have any extra, even a few bucks think about helping out my friend and one of my favorite art teachers...every little bit will help! Really it will! ♥ Juliana is one of the most talented artists I have had the pleasure of communicating with! I love her work and she is very generous with her knowledge when you take a class from her. She so needs some help and even if you only have $2 or $4 extra bucks (come on you drink Starbucks I know it!) donate to her please. Imagine how you would feel loosing your front teeth!
Dear all of YOU: Okay, so what I need, after everything heals, is new teeth. It's not going to be pretty, and it's not going to be cheap. But I'm going to need help. I just posted a site on Chip In called tooth-buster. Please be my tooth fairies. If every single one of my "friends" on facebook donates 3-4 dollars- I can get this reconstruction paid for. http://julianacoles.chipin.com/