Beautiful crisp Fall day in Mountain View! Vernon and I got dressed and took the G-boy out for a much needed walk outside, we have all been too cooped up! And G-boy is crabby!
It has to be very hard for him! First off WGB does not talk or deal well about death... And the person being mourned by my kids is my Ex. It has been filling up our living space...but we are ok with that...it is just hard! I just love how much he loves and respects me. He anticipates needs and just takes off with G-boy as he said for ADVENTURE!!!
The kid has been cooped up so much he needs to see and experience something joyful!
They are off to the Exploratorium in SF.
Then Vernon and Desi took off...WTF? So now I am alone for awhile...reflecting...
November is mine field of emotional land mines for me and now it has gotten even worse! First off, my ex died on the 15th, his autopsy was performed on the 18th which was our first date anniversary. Then he was cremated on his birthday the 22nd and today would have been our wedding anniversary...it is all just too much. I am glad we are not doing the spreading of his ashes in November...its all just too much!