It is hard to believe that 10 years ago tonight I was shocked that Diana was dead...we were both 36 and my children were grown...I was sitting in my living room wondering what the hell I was still doing in a loveless marriage.
It was a wake up call for me. I was shocked that she was gone. That life could end so fast. That has always freaked me out...one moment you are here then next you are gone.
Watching a special on her, it brings back all the rush of the feelings I had, the hopelessness at the time that I felt in my life. That I had to fight and make some changes! That I had to get out of the life I was living...I was sleep walking and needed to get up!
I am SO happy that 10 years later I am in a happy place in my life. I am enjoying even the small and simplest things! I have joy! I have love! I have a great life! I will always remember that Diana gave me another reason to change!