Well tomorrow is the day! By 6:30 AM...I can't believe it is THAT early! I will be at the surgery center for the prep of the epidural in my back. This time they are setting me up with an IV (YIKES the part that scares the hell out of me considering they can NEVER find a vein!) and then when they do the procedure they will have dye in my spine to see where to place the shots! Yikes
I am fucking scared! But I have to do it! It is like the switch was turned off and the pain is fully back. Sigh
Good thing for Prince Valium! I am taking one tonight...(in about 5 minutes) and one in the AM to get me there without throwing up I hope! So wish me good thoughts and magical thinking to get me through!!!! Rolling eyes! IV!