I have lost my ever loving mind! And I suck at personal relationships right now. My job sucks. My whole life just sucks ass. I am completely stressed out. But like the Tarot cards I am learning about, I am working on the Wheel of Fortune right now, I am on a downtrend...and eventually things have to get better!
Wouldn't it be great if when I finish this card that is mirroring my life, that I will actually be back on the up swing.
I am so depressed I don't really feel like going on my get away trip with some of the people I work with...team building...code words for eating and drinking, and where I am going to be able to see my kid, he is about an hour away.
I just want to get in bed and never come out and be the little hermit crab I feel like. Time for something to make me feel good. Damn it! I will force myself to go and put myself in a good mood like it or not! And hope to God no one wants to talk really deep!
Maybe I can complete my Zine swap while I am there between the margaritas! Cause oh yeah, it is going to be Margaritaville for me!